Monday, November 5, 2007
hahhap . meeting serene to tampin
msg-ed zhongjian , if he neber msg me
i think i will bored to death le sia ,
cos i am super boring now , waiting for
my grandma to come back and i am going
to prepare and go out ,
LOL .
everyday i bus-ed home
and i saw de palce ,
and i miss tracia now ,
i wonder how is she inside .
hope she is doing fine .
and to my mother ,
i think you would see this post ,
i hope you would show some of your care
that all i need , as for de change in me ,
you will slowly get to see ,
i jus hope that i would finish my probation smoothly ,
i am growing up and i know how to think ,
no matter how hard i study , book will not get into my brain
i not as clever as other , i know my result for n'level are like shit
it not that i don wan study , missing two years of school ,
nothing i know when i see de paper ,
who don wish to get good result like other do
i am a humans , so do i wish to get good result ,
i lead a different life with you all ,
so de way i lead my life is different ,
my words may be abit hush but i mean no harm in it ,
de way i lead my life , i know i could be much stronger than other
but no one see how well i did .
they only see de bad point of be ,
in your eye am i really bad girl .
i may smoke i am may drink &co
but i not as bad as you all think ,
who don wish to live a decent girl life
but i can't ,
if i lead that kind , my life will be worst than now ,
but i know how to think after de case ,
and i promise other , i would fight and create any case
mean i won't , i jus wan to finish my probation smooth
and compelete my ite , that all .
i saying all de words from de botten of my heart
believe or not to believe is up to you ,
i am out of words .
boy, i missing you now ,
it my regret that i choose to leave you
i felt so selfish , but i have to make this choice ,
still rember once i told you ,
enjoy it now cos it won't last ,
maybe leaving me will be better for you,
take good care of yourself ,
sorry for selfish ,
i not de leading lady in your life
iamsorry&yet iloveyou
` without you, i am incomplete 11:07 PM
That lady
i am named yu zhiqian
attachedd
sweetsixteen awaiting seventeen birthday
12.o4.91
damai secondary
4T1 ' 2007
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