anyway jus a short post
i won't be blogging often due to my cso
:DDDD
will be back soon
as i am finishing my cso next week :D
` without you, i am incomplete 4:58 PM
Same script, different cast
The feeling will neber be de same
♥♥♥
going to meet cso officer ad 11 ,
i am super tired lahs ,
went benben chalet today &
maybe today going down again bah
:DDDD
♥
I know he's leaving me for you
Who said that, who told you
That is true
What is he telling you
Could it be the same things that he told me
He told me that he loved me
(I heard that)
he told me I was beautiful
how did you know, how did you know
cause I played the scene before
This is a retake of my life
I was his star for many nights
Now the roles have changed
And you're the leading lady in his life
Lights, camera, now you're on
Just remember you've been warned
Enjoy it now, cause it won't last
Same script, different cast
What you're saying could be true
But how can I take advice from you
I'm not hating
But I wish the one before me
Would have warned me too
Don't say no more (lalalala)
Uncover your ears girl
I'm not listening (lalalala)
But I know you hear me
Maybe my reasons are wrong
But I know that you believe me
It's your fault you didn't love him enough
That's the problem
I loved him too much
And when you love him
He becomes unattracted to you
Oh no, he's changed and I'll prove you wrong
So go away, leave us the hell alone
He loves me (he'll hurt you)
He'll stay with me (he'll leave you)
For sure, for sure
This is a retake of your life
You were his star for many nights
But now the roles have changed
I'm the leading lady in his life
Lights, camera now you're on
Just remember you've been warned
Enjoy it now, cause this will last
I'm his future, you're his past
This is a retake of my life (of your life)
I was his star for many nights
Now the roles have changed
And you're the leading lady in his life
Lights, camera now you're on
Just remember you've been warned
Enjoy it now (just watch us now)
Cause it won't last (I know it will last)
Same script, different cast
sometime i think single is better than relationship ,
i feel so hopeless whenever i can't get thing done well
cherish & treasure is wad i have learn :D
lastly HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BENBEN :DLabels: neber be de same ~
` without you, i am incomplete 8:26 AM
okays , jus got back from seeing cso officer
i have changed my cso place ,
think there will be kinally bored bah ,
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .
super boring ,
6more day to end my cso
hohohoo ,
meeting althea ang&serenelim later .
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeLabels: 6more day to end my cso~
` without you, i am incomplete 12:18 AM
i super tired lahs ,
having cso later -________-
next week i will gonna finish my cso &start work le
i going to have income soon liao ,
:DDDDDDD
not too sure going out a not lehs .
lalalalalalal~
it a last chance &i hope you would treasure it
i have given you so many chance last time
but you don treasure it ,
&i hope this time , you would treasure cos
it would not have another chance again ,
enjoy it now cos it won't last :DLabels: hold me and neber let me go~
` without you, i am incomplete 8:42 AM
yesterday went fareast wif althea ,
she went over to meet a guy -.-
&i found nothing there ,
not a job that suit me ,
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .
think going to stay ad home for de whole day le
cos i got no where to go .
i super boring lahs .
iloveyou more than words can explain ~
` without you, i am incomplete 10:50 AM
i feeling so hurt in my heart
thing not going better for me ,
i miss you really badly ,
iloveyou more than world can explain
i have neber forget you since de day
you left me ,
you are de one i treasure de most
& de one i missing so much now ~Labels: i missing it so much~
` without you, i am incomplete 1:09 AM
morning went over mcys reporting
than home sweet home ,
played audi and so ,
meeting althea going find job ,
i am working soon ,
after i finish my cso :DD
jsu a short post ,
blog tml :D
` without you, i am incomplete 12:19 AM
went to school in de morning and
down to sk slack & i am here now ,
i super tired lahs
going down sk & meet them again ,
than go over mah mah house eat
-___________________________-
eh , to that passerby ,
don you have a name or your mum didn't give you
a name . or your name veri xia sua ,
my blog doesn't welcome you this kind of people lahs .
&you have no right to judge me lahs horx ,
to me you are nothing lahs . saying i hongster ,
ad least i got people hong lahs horx unlike you no people wan .
i miss you like crazy , even more than words can say
` without you, i am incomplete 12:24 AM
i forgot to blog yesterday ,
reantly i am having stm
-_______________________-
anyway yesterday went to school
meet sebas , ben & chinsen ad mama
than down to mac
slack-ed awhile than came out my house
they played com & left to mama
i slacked ad home de whole day ,
:DDDDDD
i still missing you badly ,
i don know why i got this kind of feeling ,
missing really badly ,
i am not myself anymore Labels: i am missing it badly~
` without you, i am incomplete 9:06 PM
went to de fucking school today
& i am going tml yeah ,
cos heard hykel say my whole class is going
:DDDDD
maybe it our last day of being together le bah
using com inside school for de damm whole day
& after school went long john eat
&home sweet home ,
swee you & shanji come find me
than they went bedok
and i went back home :DDDDD
should i say i still missing you or should i say
i jus found out that i still got feeling for you
i don have de right to say it cos
i am the one who discriminate it , i ruin my own life
i have to strong to take all those thing ,
& i don know wad am i doing ,
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
&i missing it still =)Labels: missing it ~
` without you, i am incomplete 3:32 AM
didn't go for cso neither going to school ,
i am so so so tired & i am having a headach now ,
arghhhhhh ,
tml shall be a new starting of de day
to start my fucking cso lahs ,
yesterday meetup althea ad 117
&down to mac to eat ,
wentup althea house awhile
&home sweet home ,
can you imagin yesterday de yesterday
i sleep for like few hours
becos i can't get into my bed
LOL .
and after that still went chushi ,
i am fucking tired ,
and i having a wonderful night sleep even
noise and light can't wake me up ,
LOL . nad it has been so long i have
not TON liao lehs ,
LOL . jus endure a few more months & i am feedom
ahahahhahahhahha ,
i can ton , club and do wad eveer i wan after de few more months ,
it is getting nearer & nearer .
iloving it , LOL .
there nothing for me to believe anymore ,
like i said , i lost de trust in you ,
&i will neber trust you anymore
not a single thing ,
we shall stop here .
story ended
` without you, i am incomplete 5:28 PM
shall blog a small post .
early in de morning 5plus sibo come fetch me
go shiguan , went for jiaolian wedding ,
i am super super tired now ,
meeting my althea ang later ,
got to bath and go :DDDD
blog tml bah ,
finally thing has came to de end
i super tired of de qurrel le ,
it was like non-stop
&finally it came to de end ,
hope you would get a better girl than
waiting for me ,
wish you aol de best ,
byeeeeeeee guy :DDLabels: 11 months 4 day to my discharge
` without you, i am incomplete 11:38 PM
left wif de fucking 50hours of cso to do ,
i really going mad soon lahs .
mad mad mad !
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ,
can i choose not to do cso ?
i am asking lame qustion lahs .
yesterday was like fucking boring okays .
watched zhong ji yi jia ad youtube than went to
sleep ad 1plus wokeup ad around 4pm
bath and change , meetup serene and down to 701
to find shiyun & wei le
kinally boring lahs ,
slack-ed and serene went off ,
and left with we 3 stupid
sitting there and played card ,
than weiheng came ,
went over to see lion dance ,
than weiheng pei waited for cab ,
and home sweet home lohs ,
reached home , went jiujiu house with mummy &co
after that went for prata , than home ,
talk-ed on phone with raymond awhile and i went to sleep
than my life , maybe , LOL . stupid boring lahs . arghhhhhhh
later chushi ad 5pm than sunday early in de morning
i am so tired now lahs ,
to him ,
there no point of waiting ,
i already say that it impossible between us liao .
no point you still waiting wad ,
somemore you say you feel tired and numb
serious , i mean nothing to you and you mean nothing to me
i have no feeling for you anymore , you get my meaning .
end of story~
i getting and tired nowaday ,
i don know why ,
&i still missing him more&more eachday ,
i asking myself why am i missing him ,
but i can't give myself a answer even ,
why do i have this kind of mind .
WTF lahs .
i don wan go into another relationship again ,
until i found de one i loved .
so i will enjoy my single life for de time being
:DDDDLabels: 11months 5days to my discharge
` without you, i am incomplete 9:19 AM
went cso yesterday wif serene
it her last day mean i gonna be so lonely
who willing to do wif me i will be much happy man .
ahahhahahahha ,
okays lahs , i being lame ,
nothing much yesterday ,
after cso accompany serene go cut hair nad home sweet home
than meetup mummy & co
went to jiu wang ye jia toh ,
kinally boring there
and there like no single handsome guy to let me see even
but i think i spot one which standing jus next to me
blowing de stupid and shout de amount of money
-.-
than home sweet home
you know how tired am i doing nothing there and
jus eating
LOL .
to him ,
you feel tired so do i ,
you mean nothing to me actly
almost everyday we qurrel even we are not in relationship
i super tired le , don think that you are de one which feel tired ,
and since you are tired of everything ,
i think you can use this to give up on me
wheather i did my cso it none of your business anymore
from now on you are nobody to me .
end of story~
this few day like heart attack lidat ,
heart damm pain and hard to breath lohs
i don know why ,
and i starting missing him this few day
i don know why ,
i know i got no feeling for him
but why do i miss him
i find myself funny ,
i don know wad to do lahs
wtf , arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
angry lahs
and i feel so tired about everything
i will wake myself up and get everything done
-_____________-
blog later bah :DDDLabels: 11 months 6 day to my discharge
` without you, i am incomplete 5:18 PM
it love which make me felt hurt , it love which make me grow strong
it love which make me feel hate , de feeling is so strong
and make us love each other more and more each day
it de feeling that we will last , and it de feeling that make us apart
nothing gonna last forever
treasure & cherish
♥♥♥
later getting mc for not going school
my school wad like WTF _|_ people school after n level no need
go , and my school , need , arghhhh ,
i am going to chiong my cso liao
1day 7hours = 8 to 10 days can finish liao ,
how i wish my cso finish and nobody is going to nag about my cso
whoooo~ i wan to work so i have to finish my cso ,
=( if not no work = no income
no income = no money
no money = cannot buy alot of thing
okays , i being lame LOL .
i am going mad over cso soon ,
arghhhh , actly planned to chiong cso last week
but in de end i didn't go for it ,
arghhhhh ,
super angry lahs ,
if i june all chiong finish
now i am already working and relaxing liao lohs
next years i am ite already
is like WTF , i am happy becos i have leave secondary
but i sad cos i miss my classmate and i going to see new face people
SOON . and i am afriad my result don't make me get into de course i wan
angry lahs , how i wish time would faster fly pass
and to my 18 birthday was like 1 years plus away
LOL . it still long okays ,
i writing all rubbish , LOL .
ahahhahhhahahha
bye bye :DDDLabels: 11months 7day to my discharge
` without you, i am incomplete 8:38 AM
to him ,
there no need to concern all this after break
BREAK MEAN BREAK
it will neber go back neber and neber again
i neber ask you to wait all that
stop showing pity to my friend all this
no matter wad they say , i will neber go back to you again
you are making me to hate you ,
HORUIHENG WAKEUP LAHS
it over lahs , we will neber go back like this photo lahs
it will neber and neber again .
alway rember it .
my hate for you are getting deeper and not de love
i think you should get de meaning bah ,
it will neber be de same anymore .
saying goodbye to each other are de best .
have been sleeping
wakeup called big head
chat awhile than he go do his thing
and i am using com
maybe going down sk bah .
so boring ~~~
` without you, i am incomplete 1:12 AM
okays , sad to say tat something bad has happen to tracia
this kind of thing you all wanna see her , she not
that kind of bad girl as you all think lohs
she may say all those words out but she didn't mean it wan .
can't give her another chance to change , 2 years for her inside
will make her change her whole thinking , will make her turn bad
anyway , hope you would know how to think and learn your lesson
we love you and will alway be there if you need us , :DDDD
yesterday , went to tracia court day ,
i really blur when i heard her aunt say 24months in sgh
tear roll down , i lost my words ,
i don know how should i react , 6 years of friend
out of sudden she not wif us , i feel abit funny
without her laugh her nosen and everything ,
it really boring .i don neo wad should i do
i feel so useless , i can't save my own friend
hais , hope time pass faster ,
later going for my fucking cso again ,
kinally boring lahs .
-_____________________________-
and to him , thing has change ,
so wad if i have another stead right after you
is after break already wad , i can do wad i wan ,
you think i like you lidat maiz , during stead hong girls
friendster intro here and there , go die lahs ,
you flirt say flirt lahs ,
WTF _|_Labels: i miss her ~
` without you, i am incomplete 5:21 PM
sitting and relaxing alone is alway best
single is a best way to relax everything and
forget everything ,
♥♥♥
back home now ,
went to 701 find eddy & co
than mac for breadfast wif them
and slack awhile than home
pei-ing ximei go take mc and
down to tracia court ,
it only 50% - 50% we can see her ,
but no matter wad still put hope on her
hoping that we would see her ,
:DDDDDD
and to him ,
you are damm a fucker , i will nebner let de matter off so easily
kanina , you make me HATE you even MORE ,
saying i flirt , who will not flirt , unless you not people lohs
flirt also have a limit de okays ,
you think i like you maiz ,
fucker .
i will neber let de matter off so easily
blog later =)
` without you, i am incomplete 7:10 PM
when you you left me , my heart turn to broke
into pieces , going mad in jus a mins ,
missing all the past that you haven given me
thanks for giving me all those memoirs
♥♥♥
i haven been upload pic due to my com CAN'T PUT PHOTO IN
WTF WTF, i have so so so many photo to upload , but i can't =(
sorry guy , there many stupid photo but i can't upload ,
anywhere , maybe meeting my serene go watch movie :DDDD
it has been long time i go out wif her .
i am doing nothing now , and waiting for my breafast to come back from de market ,
ahahahhahah
blog later :D
` without you, i am incomplete 5:50 PM
a life time of death , is a rest life of peace
bless me with peaceful death
♥♥♥
maybe this my last few post ,
maybe i would be around ,
my family was like fuck care me
prepare myself and go in sit ,
thing has neber turn good for me ,
if neber , after probation i have no where to stay ,
this is wad they treat me now ,
i have no home now , nobody is going to fuck care me ,
not anymore , nothing turn good for me
not in relationship not family nothing ad ALL
i feel so disappointed , i really feel like jumping down ,
death is de best for me , how i wish i would die in peace now
no one ever ask about my feeling so why should i care for their feeling
crying neber help so i hold on my tear and move on ,
but who will care wad i am doing , wad am i thinking about
none of them know and even fuck care to ask about it
i face ceverything on my own , suffer everything on my own
WHO EVER KNOW ABOUT MY FEELING
facing everything since young and my study will neber get well
do you all think that wad i wan , i hate being me ,
i wan my life to change , but i know it impossible
IT IMPOSSIBLE
` without you, i am incomplete 9:11 PM
wishing for a peace of death
living in this world is so tired of it
how i wishgod would bless me a peaceful death
a death with no regret and not a single pain
if not bless me that he would come back
to my side once again , iloveoyou
♥♥♥
yesterday , didn't go anywhere ,
went down sk meetup weiheng & co
slacked ad sk awhile , than go 701 slack
and weiheng accompany me go wait for cab
reached popo house meetup mummy
and we cabbed home , i feeling so so so stress up
i don know why , sorry to him , once again i hurted him
i jus wanna stay single , sorry ,
maybe single life suit me de best ,
no worried and you wan do wadever nobody care
sorry for my selfishness , it not your fault
, it my selfish thinking harm me ,
it make me feel de hurt leaving you
but i have to do it , cos when feeling got deeper
de hurt will be deeper and deeper ,
i hope you understand mine feeling ,
and thanks for everything my love
still rember de first date we got together
it was on de valentine day 14o2o7
thanks for you love you care ,
cherish & treasure ,
friend forever <3333333
and to rh
you have lied to me again and again , and it will neber be forgived
anymore , before break you lied to me after break you also lied to me
wtf you wan me to do , why must you lied , it lied will give you any good thing ,
anyway lastlong wif her , all my blessing to you two ,
leaving me will make you happier , and good luck for you o'level
i hope you would stay hard for your exam .
` without you, i am incomplete 8:45 PM
cover me with all your love on my tear
and tell me that you love me wif your heart
without you i don't know how to live
take me wif you for your rest of your life
let me share wif you all those hard work and tear
& i will be yours leading lady in your life
♥♥♥
yesterday , went to my aunt house swim
wif weiteng eljin and jieqiang .
after that cabbed to amk hub and had dinner
ad food court , than went over k pool play awhile ,
cabbed home wif eljin ,
wad a tired day , go home bath and straight i on my bed .
super tired lahs , ahahhahahha ,
maybe meeting teng go sing ,
i don neo wheather she can wakeup ma lohs ,
and and i missing him alot ,
maybe i should stay single for de time being ,
i am tired of relationship ,
all de qurrel and don have time meeting friends ,
it was like locked up in a room ,
i don like , i use to have my own feedom ,
single are alway de best , i miss de past of feedom i have
i missing so much , i don neo how to treasure life ,
i desrtroy my own life and feedom ,
i hate being control but i have no choice ,
i have learn wad wrong and right
i think i muture enough to think many thing ,
thinking about de past , i realised my mistaked
i should not have done that and i should have control myself ,
wad have done cannot be undone ,
look forward to de present ,
i miss all my friends , i will be back soon
to ton , drink and enjoy wif you all
and i starting missing school wif my classmate ,
de joke and everything , i miss everything ,
i jus feel like crying out but i choose not to .
ahahhahah ,
i wish all 4T1 all de best and contin wif your good result
=) once a friends alway a friends , loveyou all .
:DDDD
` without you, i am incomplete 6:16 PM
back to blog , ytd went to meet po
after that meet up weiteng , was like damm super
long neber see her le ,
LOL . meet her ad TPY and train-ed
down to orchard , walk around far east
and train-ed down to bugis ,
brought a bag and slacked awhile
and i cabbed home :D
later going back to school ,
as is mr loh treat :D
i feel so sad to leave damai ,
seeing all de teacher i may sick of it ,
but some of them are good , :D
and i confim will miss mr loh wan ,
he has given me alot of chance since i was sec 2
de trouble i give him can't be counted . ilovehim lahs .
i will miss lot of teachers sia like
mr ng , mr garbriel ,fu lao shi and so on ,
and my classmate which are close to me ,
i hope i would not cry after leaving ,
i jus love them lahs .
:DDDDDD
later meeting tohweiteng for swimming ,
and yet she is still sleeping .
-______________________-
` without you, i am incomplete 6:12 PM
out of sudden i think about de past ,
and i missing it ,
i took out all the thing related to me and him
it i can feel de hurt once again ,
de feeling is strange , i feel so sad
i feel so heartpain ,
i can't believe that you had left me for 2 years ,
memoirs are still in my mind ,
i can't forget ad all ,
it has been 2years and i know i should have forgot it ,
de qurreling , your tear , your disturbing and everything ,
it remind me of everything in a second ,
i hope thing would turn better ,
i wan to forget de past and contin de present ,
thanks for your memoirs and everything ,
tracia out in next week , still rember de poem she wrote ,
i just miss everything of your and soon
you jus disappear infornt of my sight .
seeing you & other girls romancing
i jus break down and cry .
it once related to me
but not now ,
i won't shear a single tear in you .
zhiqian you can do it , you can forgot everything ,
i believe i can do it :DLabels: memoris still linger arounds ~
` without you, i am incomplete 9:24 PM
The Chemistry Of Love♥
PS .
without you my life is incomplete ,
thanks for entering my life ,
hold me tight and keep me warm ,
no matter how long can we be ,
ad least we once be together
iloveyou more than word can explain ,
darling you are mine and only mine ,
i love de way you hugging and de kiss on de lip
once again you touch my heart .
you may not be with me for 24/7
but your heart is wif me ,
i can feel yiur heart beat everynight in my heart
iloveyou ,
i super boring lahs , later meeting po ,
sitting infornt of the computer doing nothing ,
aha . time will prove evrything .
yesterday , went down meet yingying ,
than go for ju wang ye than after that
meet huimei and shiyun awhile jiu home sweet home ,
blog later bah ,
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
` without you, i am incomplete 6:53 PM
i feel so stress up . can't you all give me some place .
i need my own personnal place .
and to him ,
can you stop asking me this and that , i really don neo how to answer it ,
no point you keep forcing me to say out ,
i going real crazy soon . you are making me to feel irriting
stop it and stop everything , STOP LAHS , think about my feeling also ,
don think you are de only wan stress , you are so selfish
think about other feeling can't you .
forcing does not get wad you wan . no point focring me saying all this ,
and i will go mad one day , relationship are either one side hurt ,
hope you would carry on and buck up your study
and to anabel&co ,
relationship think can't be forcing , you all only neo his feeling
but have you think about my feeling and know story , think about it ,
it not de chance i don give , is we two together it won't be happy ad all ,
think about it lahs , i hate people saying me without knowing anything ,
do you all understand my feeling , i have even love a guy that much and he is de one i love and he de one hurt me so mcuh , after that relationship ,
i dare not put so much hope on relationship . it take me much time to put down that relationship and start a new one , de pain and hurt , you all won't understand this kind of feeling wan . i have no confident in relationship , i know i am not a good girlfriend ad all , from that momont that guy left me , my life wad like shit ,
thing has change from that time onward , till now he still in my mind , de guy i will neber forget , his de guy i ever loved in my life , from that momont i can say i don really treat my boyfriend that well but i still try , and i promises myself i won't shear a single tear , so i hope he won;t do de same thing ,
giving up and leting go de one you really love , you need alot of courage from friends and family , he has to stand on his own , and he has to accpet de fact that my mind is in that guy and not him , you all can say i am cruel but i have to do this , his has to forget all de pain and everything to move on .
and i hope you guy would understand
so yeah . takecare :D
really feel so stress in it , it remind me of him , once in my life i loved so much nad de people who hurt me so much , i starting missing him , but i neo between him and me are impossible , MOVE ON AND START A NEW FRESH LIFE .
ZHIQIAN YOU CAN DO IT , I BELIEVE YOU CAN DO IT ,
i guess i've ruin my life .
thing has change , it totally different from past .
and i miss tracialing . be out and join us soon .Labels: i am aint - happy ~
` without you, i am incomplete 8:46 PM
have broke up , i promises i won't shear a single tear for guy
mean won't not anymore , i have change , i totally different from last time
wad i can say is sorry , maybe i don neo how to treasure a relationship
after de big hurt of me , i hate de feeling being hurt neither i wan to hurt anyone ,
but i simply don neo wad am i doing this few , my life was like mess up ,
WTF ! i am damm stress lahs , today is de last paper of n levels .
yet i am aint happy , i don neo why ,and i will miss de fun of my classmate ,
de fun de laugh and everything , i really will miss it , and i do treasure them
even there qurrel sometime , but i believe 4years relationship we are close and united,
yeah , TO MY CLASSMATE I WILL SIMPLY MISS YOU ALL LOT AFTER WE LEFT DAMAI SECONDARY
CLASS OF 4T1
and to him ,
i don neo wad to say , maybe is true that i really don have confident or wad ever ,
i don neo wad am i think either , my life is mess up , maybe breakup will be better
for both of us , give me some personnal place to let me think and take a breathe
with this period think about wad you wan too , and i hope you will do well
in your study , and sorry =)
tracia court day will be coming , worry for her , don neo how is she inside ,
hope she is doing fine , without her everything was like turning cold ,
how i wish we can go back to de past like before , ton , late night movie ,
tok cock and our nosen our crazy our noise , i neo it will neber be back ,
look forward and neber look back , AND I LOVE THEM :D
and to tracia we will be there to support you ,
you will be fine :D good luck for your court day .iloveyou
my heart stand nobody now , now i neo family are important to me ,
esp my grandma , she dote and love me alot , she do everything for me ,
THANKS GRANDMA iloveyou :DDDDDD
my friends iloveoyou all too , although some are not as close as last time
but i still do treasure de time i spend wif you all :DDD
and to de blackdog ,
wad i know is we will neber be back as friend anymore , ask yourself for de reason ,
it not my fault but yours , i will choose to break off our friendship is becos
you make me have de choice ,can you remeber de fun ad yishun , kbox and wad so ever ,
so disappointed in you , we are good friend in de end becos of your fucking girlfriend
you can scold me like fuck . and now still tell shanji all this , no point le ,
you wan you tell me yourself , i don like pass msg . anyway i don neo you can see wad
i write here ma , but i heop you can see it ,
it has been quite a long post , guy ended here , LOL .
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seriously i don neo wad to do ,
my life is mess wad , i feeling so numb now ,
would someone teach me wad to do ,
i going mad crazy soon or later ,
my heart has no feeling in it .
i feel like cry but no matter wad i must stay strong
maybe i really don neo how to love a person bah .
i hurt alot of people & i neo i shouldn't done that ,
and it remind that person who hurt me alot ,
i can leave without guy around me cos i still have my sisters and friend aaround ,
i believe i can live and stay strong down de road ,
maybe i cross someone is good ,
but no matter still i won't cry becos of a guy ,
this is wad i promises ,
world turn around but i still standing here without turning ,
memoris are still around and i miss de past ,
with lot of laugh and smile ,
anyway thanks to all of them who care and love me :DDDDD
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i am super boring ,
morning exam than went for cso and now i am here ,
going to bathe and meet serene go tampin le .
ahahahahhaha
no school tml , freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
blog tml ~
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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n level has started and yet i still not study ,
my math and science confim fail wan okays ,
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my life was like argghhhhhh , i don wan lead boring life ,
probation is really boring , i don like this kind of life ,
being control , i wan to lead my own feedom lahs .
i don wan people lead my life they have no right , it my life
and yet you all are leading it ,fuck fuck fuck fuck ~~~~~~
and i really miss tracia lot , without her smile her cock and everything ,
she not around and life was like no cock .
having my math n level paper later ,
this time sure die nice nice wan lahs .
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i will try to upload photo soon , :DDD
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