Labels: i am aint - happy ~
Monday, October 8, 2007
i need my own personnal place .
and to him ,
can you stop asking me this and that , i really don neo how to answer it ,
no point you keep forcing me to say out ,
i going real crazy soon . you are making me to feel irriting
stop it and stop everything , STOP LAHS , think about my feeling also ,
don think you are de only wan stress , you are so selfish
think about other feeling can't you .
forcing does not get wad you wan . no point focring me saying all this ,
and i will go mad one day , relationship are either one side hurt ,
hope you would carry on and buck up your study
and to anabel&co ,
relationship think can't be forcing , you all only neo his feeling
but have you think about my feeling and know story , think about it ,
it not de chance i don give , is we two together it won't be happy ad all ,
think about it lahs , i hate people saying me without knowing anything ,
do you all understand my feeling , i have even love a guy that much and he is de one i love and he de one hurt me so mcuh , after that relationship ,
i dare not put so much hope on relationship . it take me much time to put down that relationship and start a new one , de pain and hurt , you all won't understand this kind of feeling wan . i have no confident in relationship , i know i am not a good girlfriend ad all , from that momont that guy left me , my life wad like shit ,
thing has change from that time onward , till now he still in my mind , de guy i will neber forget , his de guy i ever loved in my life , from that momont i can say i don really treat my boyfriend that well but i still try , and i promises myself i won't shear a single tear , so i hope he won;t do de same thing ,
giving up and leting go de one you really love , you need alot of courage from friends and family , he has to stand on his own , and he has to accpet de fact that my mind is in that guy and not him , you all can say i am cruel but i have to do this , his has to forget all de pain and everything to move on .
and i hope you guy would understand
so yeah . takecare :D
really feel so stress in it , it remind me of him , once in my life i loved so much nad de people who hurt me so much , i starting missing him , but i neo between him and me are impossible , MOVE ON AND START A NEW FRESH LIFE .
ZHIQIAN YOU CAN DO IT , I BELIEVE YOU CAN DO IT ,
i guess i've ruin my life .
thing has change , it totally different from past .
and i miss tracialing . be out and join us soon .
` without you, i am incomplete 8:46 PM
That lady
i am named yu zhiqian
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sweetsixteen awaiting seventeen birthday
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damai secondary
4T1 ' 2007
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